Tuesday, February 28, 2006

My Johari Window

Arena

(known to self and others)

friendly, helpful, intelligent, observant, self-conscious, sympathetic

Blind Spot

(known only to others)

able, caring, cheerful, complex, dependable, energetic, giving, idealistic, independent, kind, logical, loving, nervous, proud, reflective, relaxed, religious, responsive, searching, sentimental, tense, trustworthy, warm

Façade

(known only to self)

Unknown

(known to nobody)

accepting, adaptable, bold, brave, calm, clever, confident, dignified, extroverted, happy, ingenious, introverted, knowledgeable, mature, modest, organised, patient, powerful, quiet, self-assertive, sensible, shy, silly, spontaneous, wise, witty

All Percentages

able (15%) accepting (0%) adaptable (0%) bold (0%) brave (0%) calm (0%) caring (38%) cheerful (38%) clever (0%) complex (15%) confident (0%) dependable (7%) dignified (0%) energetic (23%) extroverted (0%) friendly (30%) giving (15%) happy (0%) helpful (23%) idealistic (15%) independent (7%) ingenious (0%) intelligent (30%) introverted (0%) kind (30%) knowledgeable (0%) logical (7%) loving (15%) mature (0%) modest (0%) nervous (7%) observant (46%) organised (0%) patient (0%) powerful (0%) proud (7%) quiet (0%) reflective (15%) relaxed (7%) religious (38%) responsive (7%) searching (7%) self-assertive (0%) self-conscious (7%) sensible (0%) sentimental (30%) shy (0%) silly (0%) spontaneous (0%) sympathetic (23%) tense (7%) trustworthy (15%) warm (30%) wise (0%) witty (0%)

Created by the Interactive Johari Window on 9.3.2006, using data from 13 respondents.
You can make your own Johari Window, or view pollyannabay's full data.

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Johari Window

The Johari Window was invented by Joseph Luft and Harrington Ingham in the 1950s as a model for mapping personality awareness. By describing yourself from a fixed list of adjectives, then asking your friends and colleagues to describe you from the same list, a grid of overlap and difference can be built up.

You can get your own Johari Window, or contribute to pollyannabay's.

Once I get responses, I'll post the window here. Here's my sister's window.

Friday, February 17, 2006

Throwing on the wheel

In my pottery class on Wed. I got my first opportunity to sit at the wheel and form a piece of clay. It takes a lot of strength of your arms and shoulders and hands, and it's not as easy as it looks. I kept pulling the clay off of the wheel, while I was trying to keep my hands at 3 and 9 o'clock to "cone" the clay. Finally, I was able to poke a hole in it and then it came off the wheel again. Some others had similar troubles as I did, but one student was able to make her first pot after sitting at the wheel for just about 30 min. I guess it helps to just have fun with it and not try to be a perfectionist at getting the technique just right. After little instruction and few mistakes, she was able to poke the hole, and pull up the sides of her pot. It was pretty good for her first wheel throwing experience. Now I need not compare myself to others who get the hang of it quicker than I do, since I spent most of my time practicing on the wheel.

Next week, it's coil pots. That'll be fun b/c it's another free-forming pot that you do by hand. :) Can't wait to see how my first glazed salsa bowl turns out. The colors of the glaze are different in the bottle to how they turn out in the kiln. The underglazes, which I painted on before at Latest Glaze in Bloomington, retain their color from the bottle to after firing. We'll see how my pink and green pot turns into blue and turquoise.

All in all, it's a relaxing experience and I do better at the wheel when my eyes are closed. Looking forward to creating my first thrown pot. :)

Thursday, February 9, 2006

Resilience

Puppies are such resilient little things. You wouldn't have even guessed that Chuy had been neutered if you'd seen him on Tues. or even today. He's just as playful as he has been, almost a little too playful to handle. I guess after that full day of rest, he was rarin' to go. If you ever need to spay or neuter your pet, I recommend scheduling it for the month of February, Pet Over-population month. It took our cost down 50% and I was able to get all the pre-operative blood work and pain meds total for less than the cost for the neuter alone, had been done it in Jan. or March. Chuy will be 6 months old on Feb. 18th, so he's just at the right age to have it done.

Speaking of resilience, I just started a pottery class last night and it's SO fun! What a great creative release and stress reliever. I am looking forward to next week when we get to work on the wheel. Last night I made 4 pinch pots, by hand, and 3 ornaments for the Christmas tree. Once they get fired, we can paint them and glaze them and fire them again. :) Greg has his quartet rehearsal on Wed. nights so that's his male bonding time w/ the guys. This class is all women, who'd have thought, and they're all from post college age to grandmothers and some people sit and gossip, but I mostly focused on my creations and keeping my thoughts in my head. It was my way of sorting through the day while doing something creative and constructive. Pinch pots are made by manually turning the clay in your hands while pinching it from the inside out. This is how the Indians used to make their pottery.

When I started kneading the clay in my hands and began to form a pot, I couldn't help but think of the Potter and the Clay. We are the Clay and God is the Potter. He is forming us in His hands. I was amazed at how a lump of dirty clay can become something useful and beautiful in the Master's hands. Each pot I made got better, though the last one was a bit abstract or "organic" as they like to call that type of art, but they still weren't as good as the teacher's example. Though she makes pinch pots 20,000 times a day, being an art teacher at the HS, our work as humans still isn't perfect. However, when I made something that didn't look right, or when I poked my thumb all the way through the bottom of the pot, I balled it up and started over with a new pot.

And then it made more sense. God never wastes anything. At first I was going to make a clover leaf pot, but it became something else, I realized it would be better used as this abstract little dish with three sections. I didn't really like clovers that much anyway.

God can take a person who might have thought she would have been a teacher, but make her a singer instead. Or He can take an engineer from GE and make him a math teacher in an inner city school, where his ministry was greater for God and where he could touch the hearts of so many young people in an after school Bible study. Did that "change" break the person? No, because God also created us with such resiliency that we are sometimes surprised at the difficulty and trials we go through and come out on the other side even stronger than before.

God never gives us more than we can handle. Like the pottery, I could have cut out the walls of a votive candle holder with cookie cutters last night, but the clay was too soft. It needed to dry more and harden a bit so that it was leathery and strong enough to withstand the pull of gravity on the holes in the walls so that it would not lose its shape. God won't give you a trial to destroy you. He knows you're strong enough to handle it. If you think you're not, lean on Him and He will give you strength in weakness. He is the Potter, we are the clay. We are created for His glory. We are being formed in His hands into His image, and into the man or woman He wants us to be.

Monday, February 6, 2006

Home Again Snow Again

Woke up to about 2 inches of snow the day after Groundhog day. You can see the amount piled up on our patio table. I think snow that sticks to the trees like this is so pretty.

Chuy was excited! He hadn't played in snow since, well, since the last time it snowed in 2005. So we played in the back yard with Chuy and I had to take some pics of the boys.

Today, Chuy is at the vet, and he just got neutered. I pick him up tomorrow. They said he's doing fine. Good thing he got to run and jump in the snow before all that. He won't be jumping for a while.


It's so pretty outside today though. The sun is shining, though it's 24 degrees. I miss Chuy already. I hope he has a good sleep in the animal hospital tonight.